Enough! ( ablog I created last 06/23/08)

Geeeeezzz! It’s been a while since a last wrote a blog. Well, now is the right time, its only now that I have free time anyway.

Hhhhmmmm…(inhale)

Now, let’s begin. This time, this blog is about my thoughts, thoughts about the current life I am living. A pathetic, I-don’t-know-what life. A few years ago, I was living in an artificial society wherein I had so many free time that I can sleep for 12 hours straight! (or make it 24 hours if I am feeling so freakin tired, well at least tired of doing nothing.) Those were the years…

Now, guess what? I’m in the office for 9 hours a day talking to people I don’t even know , smoking my lungs out during free time, sleeping 4hours (5 hours if I’m lucky), and damn I can’t even play a single game of basketball. Back in college I could kill someone If I wasn’t able to play basketball.

Now, I want to move, I want change, I want to grow. I’m planning on continuing my Masters degree… this time for real, coz I’m sick and tired doing the exact same thing everyday… Come to think of it, I read a book in the past entitled “Veronica Decides to Die” by Paulo Coelho, and Veronica tried to kill herself because she was feeling the exact same thing I am feeling right now, doing the exact same thing everyday without changing anything, contributing nothing, boring, non sense life. But don’t get me wrong. I don’t have the slightest idea of doing such a stupid and moronic act.

Now, where am I? ( sorry I just took my lunch break )…

Moving on, I don’t plan on staying on the environment that I am in right now. I like to do lots of things, learn how to play drums, get a nice pretty girlfriend, dozens and dozens of ‘em (haha that’s a joke just in case you-know-who is reading this.) I would like to try other options, try different adventures, explore myself, dig deeper into me, (I want to be complete! Centrum haha). Sorry can’t help it .

Ngayon wala na ko maisip na isusulat nag-meeting kasi kami nawala tuloy sa isip ko, itutuloy ko na lang next time , ok? Anyway, I gotta go to the lung center, get a good puff of light cigar and a light conversation with my friends, friends that I know are living their lives the way I live mine. ;P