Dear Self

Dear eyes,
Stop staring at her, she won't be yours no matter how long you stare.

Dear nose,
Stop sniffing her hair.
Her scents linger that it breaks my heart every time I'm not with her.

Dear mouth,
I know you've been longing to taste her kiss, to lock your lips with her, but there are things in life that causes repulsion that they tend to move away from each other every time they meet.

Dear ears,
Every word she speaks vibrates to you like music,
Every time she speaks, you take each word and keep it in your treasure chest, your chest made of every bit of muscle your heart has.

Dear hands,
I know how much you want to hold her and to never let her go,
How you suck at fighting, and dribbling the ball with your left.
How drunk you are with all the alcohol-spraying I had to put you through.

Dear brain,
I hate how you suck at giving love advice.

Dear heart,
I know you've been through a lot.
I know you hate how irresponsible cupid is 'bout making you his target practice.

Dear self,
Before you start loving her, or any other person, please love yourself first.